count my blessing

feels like yesterday, i was 17... ga nyangka.. waktu lewat cepet buanget... hiks.. bener2 ga kerasa.. skrg udh 2012.. umur gw brarti udah nambah brp tuh.. (biarkan itu jadi misteri aja ya :p)
well, pokonya gw lagi ngerasa tua hari ini.. dan ngerasa banyak waktu yg kebuang sia2... tiap taun bikin resolusi, tapi ampir sebagian besar ga terpenuhi. hayah.... resolusi tinggal resolusi...
well, mungkin diumur gw yg udah bisa dibilang udah bukan abege lageh... ada baiknya gw belajar merenung.. apa yg udah gw capai sekarang, dan juga belajar buat menghitung berkat..
ah.. apa yg harus saya itung ya? wah.. banyak juga sih berkat yg udah Tuhan kasi buat gw selama ini..
1. Orang tua,dede2, ipar2 dan ponakan ganteng yang paling gw sayang di dunia ini...
2. few my best friends... ada yg dari smp, sma, kuliah, dan jg yg baru kenal seudah gw lulus kuliah.. promise you guys, i won't let you down.. kalo ada salah2 kata yg pernah gw ucapin.. so so sorry (lagak gw koq kaya yg mau kemana aja ya.. *geleng2)
3. harta bergerak dan harta tak bergerak yg selama ini Tuhan selalu beri
4. kesehatan (biarpun diet kaga turun2)
5. kerjaan (biarpun gw sering ngomel, seharusnya gw bersyukur masih punya kerjaan)
6. dan yang paling utama, gw punya Tuhan.. yah biarpun gw ini ga baek2 amat, masi banyak melencengnya, tapi saya bangga masi punya Tuhan yg slalu dukung gw sampe gw bisa kaya skrg

ahh... ternyata oh ternyata, berkat yg saya miliki banyak yah.. wuih.. gile. gw jadi ngerasa idup gw ini beruntung banget.. apa yg gw punya selama ini, harus disyukuri...
yah.. moga2 dengan bertambahnya umur gw, gw diberikan otak yg tambah lurus.. harus lebih dewasa jg dalam bersikap..

Nobody's Perfect - Jessie J

gw ngerasa lagu ini gw banget.... so i dedicate this song for you, my friend... yg udah ga sengaja gw bikin salah...

When I'm nervous I have this thing, yeah, I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone, anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up

Yeah, I forget about the consequences
For a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth starts going
The words start flowing, oh

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
Don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody's perfect, no

If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would've crossed that line
I should of kept it between us
But, no, I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh

So I sit and I realize
With these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
I promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody's perfect

I'm not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you, oh
I'm not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you, yeah

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect, no

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So tell me you can forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect, yeah, yeah, whoa

Don't tell me, don't tell
Don't tell me you can't forgive me
No, no, no, no
'Cause nobody's perfect, no

someone like you - adele

nyanyi lagu galau yuks...


I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah

You'd know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

proverbs about friendship...

when things up and down wif my friends... i hope everything's gonna be alright in the end...


* Friendship is a bond pulled together by laughs, tears, sleepovers and should have been theres.
* When there's no sun , there's always your friends shining the light on you.
* The best friends aren't the ones that call you everyday. They are the ones that stand by you no matter what
* A friend is a gift from God. He gives you this precious person to remind you that you're not alone
* A real friend would love you even when you deserve it the least. ;)
* Friends are like rainbows. They bring color back into your life after the end of a stormy relationship
* It takes a true friend to tell you what you already knew, but were too afraid to say
* Friends are like poems, you may never fully understand them, but you will always love them
* True friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget
* Good friends don't let you do stupid stuff. Best friends don't let you do stupid stuff alone. ;)
* Friendship is the best thing that can make you survive when love can't
* True friends are like stars, sometimes you can't see them, but they're always there
* A friend is someone who can make the most boring and pointless day
* Friends ask you why you are crying. A bestfriend has already got a shovel out, ready to bury the loser that made you cry
* There's always that one friend who can't easily be replaced by others, just because you know that friend is the best one
* You can't build real friendship in a day, but you can destroy it in a minute
* A true friend never lies to make you happy. They always tell the truth, even if it hurts
* A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are

resolusi 2012? OH NO!!

wah.. ga kerasa udah masuk taun 2012.. hayahh... makin tua deh gw... dipikir2 di taun baru ini, gw masih belom bikin resolusi... kayanya makin skeptis aja nih gw...
apa ya kira2 resolusi paling penting yg harus gw capai?
KAWINNN?? hahaha... iya juga sih.. udh umur sgini, masih belom kawin.. waduh.. udah dar der dor kiri kanan... pengen sih.. cuman ya gimana??? belom aja ada yg cocok.. nah itu yg susah...
COCOK... ada yg bisa bantu? what should i do?? heleppp...